My god I'm being social!

I get out for a change and go clubbing to and meet a quite cute lad from Greece. I brougt him back to mine for a few hours. He was a bit of hard work and reminds me of how time intensive younger guys are. Neither the less I have fun and derserve it!

AAM VideoTest 2 - Talk about Tony

I'll use my mobile for this, a quick chat about Tony's flat and what I've allowed to keep from it. It has been very difficult week.

They have no shame

Tony's affects have been picked clean by his so called friends which has being arguing and stealing items for themselves also giving items away to unknown people who hardly knew Tony. It's so disgraceful that they could act in such a way when they were trusted to do the right thing.

Roger and Johnny will regret there conduct some day. Maybe Tony's family should have been in charge of the estate after all.

This is one of Tony's favorite picture of Alfred Hitchcok on the cover of Life Magazine, I had it as long as I've known him and is one of the few things I managed to get before it was thrown into the gutter.

Danny gets me out for a drink

After an appauling day Dan forces me out for a drink as some one is leaving work(again !) What a great lad he is, he can tell that I'm totally stressed about almost everything today.

Tony's Legacy

I'm a bit pissed at the moment as I am only getting details of Tony's Will 5 months after his death, and a lot of his stuff has been given away before I get a chance to take a few items for me to remember him by. It's a bit of a saga.

AAM VideoTest 1 - Vlog Intro

This is my first vlog using my mobile phone camera.

Let the games to begin

3 guys get very competitive with aerobic, strength, edurance a dn flexibiity tests. Those straight guys were remarkbly flexible. You should see you how flexible their legs can be when they try!

Get a hold of those love handles !

What a full on week. The course at the weekend was ok with only 3 students, no really cute guys but a couple of rough diamonds. We were doing fitness tests and got quite intimate doing body fat analysis using calipers. It was quite cute to see them squirm when I had to grab hold of their body fat and measure it. I do like straight guys a bit too much, I love seeing their vulnerabilities. Gay guys are always super confident so you never really see their weaknesses, myself included.

3 people are leaving work at the moment so it feels like I'm doing everything at the moment. I gotta have a word with the boss.

Ongoing efforts to meet at Tony's

Roger calls, we having being trying to get together for months at Tony's flat which he and Johnny are trying to sell. I have found it hard to say that I would like to have a few things from Tony's flat, I still feel guilty at this fact.

They must be going through hell as since Tony passed away. We all have. We will try again to meet on Saturday and I will pluck up the courage to say what I want from this flat that Tony worked so hard to perfect.

Crazy Times

I start a fitness course this weekend which means I will be working or studying for 3 weeks straight! I must be mad but I should get back into studying. I've not done anything for 8 years, so it is a bit scary. I could go back to freelance personal training and possibly lecturing after this qualification so have to good it to keep all my options open. I should finish the course by May 2006.

We have a lot of courses that use the gym where I work and have had a crush on some of the young lads that take the course, it is a popular career (Eventhough the pay sucks!) so I'm use to seeing young fit guys wanting to get into the industry. I hope there is someone cute look at occasionally.

Fit lad here to share my thoughts

"muscles" is a nickname a friend gave me as I have a bit of a physique and because I work in the fitness industry as a personal trainer in a healthclub. Eventhough I like the attention I get from my physique I'm always modest about it and has that attitude is a big part of my character.

I hope to use this blog to share a lot about who I am and where I go next.

I start my blog today and will add the last few months events to bring you up todate whith what is up with me.